The son of a battle cry

17th December 2009

Yet again… issues

Me girls name is tiffany braxton. shes a beast, just to let you know. I love her and i don’t want to hurt her. I keep doing it though. I don’t feel exactly like explaining the whole story…but i guess i will summarize the long son of a bitch. :)

Tenishaused to be a cheater cheater pumpkin eater.Had a wife and couldnt keep her because of what she belived….SHOULDNT HAVE BELIVED IT AND THIS SITUATION WOULDNT BE SO HORRID. first of all….

anyway….

I went to alabama for a while. isn’t that some bullshit? who sends their child away? my mother. thats who. :) shes cool and all.

the knight decides to belive everything that isn’t true…

WHAT HAPPENED WAS: knight never answered her phone. the knight texted back hours later when i needed her then, yes, i understand school is important but what about a person who is ready to kill themselves from the turmoil of being taken away from all things she loved?

seriously?

i called the knight before i was about to leave crying. she answered.

i said i’d find a way…i hung up because her mom said no…

I texted and called Sully at first to see if i could stay with her hide out…impossible…I’m gay…her mother is mean.

i cslled the knight back…

nothing…my father was taking me away..the knight wont pick up.

I call sully..she said she’d stay on the phone with me as long as i needed her…and we cried together…she was constantly asking about the knight…

I called the knight alot she never picked up.

i stayed on the phone with sully and texted her(and the knight) until i got to albama…still crying and shit….

THE KNIGHT NEVER ANSWERED!

i stayed on the phone til3 or 4..crying…

she said she’d stay…it was okay..she cried too..i needed someone to talk to..i needed a friend..thats what she was being. she said she was being a friend..i loved her for that..she became my best friend..well to me..idk if i was hers…but she gave me what i needed.she told me to think outside the box…i thought outside the box…bigtime.. that morning:)(insider) the question that was both on are minds…WHERE THE FUCK WAS THE KNIGHT?

she called at 4 something…

I got off the phone with tiffany,” the knight is calling( i said this grinning and excited, but sorry i couldn’t stay on the phone a little longer with the person who was not the knight but bravely came to save me before i stood infront of a car)i have to go.thank you. i love you….”

she replied somewhat hesitant,”i love you too.have fun.finally right?tell rayne ilove her.okay?”

i hung up.

picked up.

anger started swell in my chest…”where were you…?”

i broke down in silent tears.

“i’m sorry.” she starts crying to when she realizes im gone.and realizes that im crying.”i fell asleep”

i texted tiffany: she fell asleep…

her: wth…how do you fall asleep when someone needs you?

…..

i texted her alot then..i texted and called tenisha more..but she never answered.

Sully started calling in the middle of the day at school asking if iwas okay and what was i doing…then she would go..and text:have you talked to teni?

i’d always reply:she didn’t answer.

occasionally: yes:)

rarely: we talked alot today

soon she started standing in places where i guess she could grab tenisha after school and put me on the phone with her. …she always had to go…

i called at night…she was asleep.

soon..we should break up

i wasn’t going to cry this time even though i felt sick.

are you doing something with tiffany?

what makes you think that

your always talking to her

(ithought): where are you when i needed you?

best friend..